Today, marks 3 weeks since I was given my menopause shot. There has been so many changes going on since I got the shot. The next day after getting the shot I boarded a train, and moved to Connecticut to be with my boyfriend. So, I have been trying to adjust to a new state, a new home, and menopause. I am adjusting to Connecticut and our new home more so than the menopause.
I've seen women go through menopause and thought WOW that doesn't look to terrible. I guess they either were blessed to not have a bad experience or they are masking it. I never thought that at 22 I would ever be going through this type of life change. I feel like my body is my own enemy. Every second, minute, and hour it's like I am a different person, or in another mood. It is so frustrating to go back and forth. I wish my body would figure itself out.
I have had a few moments of acting like a 5 year old not getting her way. The crazy thing is that it is usually over nothing and I go from laughing to filled with rage. I know this is a side effect from all the medications I have in my body and the hormonal change, but it is insane.
I have become insanely emotional! I cry like someone just killed my dog or something horrible for no reason. I look like I have waterfalls streaming down my face. The smallest thing will make me cry. You can compliment me and I will either say thank you, cry, or try to rip your head off.
I keep telling myself that these extremes should end in about another week or so. I pray that they do. I am just very blessed to have such an amazing boyfriend that is holding nothing against me. He is a great supporter. He has been wonderful and amazing through this whole thing :)
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