Well things have been going so so lately. I just have been having some mood swings that are ridiculou, but aren't too often. I go from laughing to serial killer status in .3 seconds!!!! I have started taking only 2.5 mg of my 5 mg hormone pills every 2 days or so. It is making a difference I have been a little bit happier. My mood swings are less frequent but I am still a bitch when they I occur. Hopefully, I will be off the medicine by the end of June. I think that with a little more time I will be happier and back to my old self.
My body has decided that I shouldn't get any sleep. I'm sure it is due to the decrease of hormone pill. However, I can't depend on these pills for forever.
Hot flashes are no joke. They have gotten crazy. I feel like I have a fever about 10 hours out of the day. My body is slowly cooking itself form the inside out. Joint pain has been a problem once again. My knees want to buckle after being n my feet after about 5 minutes.
My left side has started to hurt again. It is a pain in the butt. I don't see why it hurts in the same place that it did before surgery, since my ovary is gone. Hopefully, when I go to the doctor soon they will be able to see what's going on in there. I hope that everything looks okay and that the shot did some type of good.
It has been a long road for myself, John, close family and friends. My body is doing what it wants to on its own. I am hopeful that my body starts to regulates itself soon, and I hope it is real soon. I am becoming happy again, some pain here and there, no cycle, crazy side effects, but I know things could be worse.
I am thankful for my boyfriend John, my family, and friends that have supported me during this time. :)
